Why hello there dear reader. How are you? Happy New Year to you! What's that you say? It's February already? Oh. Never mind.
Despite the seeming evidence to the contrary, I am still alive.
I suppose the reason I haven't felt the blogging urge in the last month or two is because I feel like my entire life is up in the air at the moment.
I have absolutely no idea where I'll end up this year.
Since it's already February, you'd think I'd have some idea by now, but I don't.
My love life, my home life, my work life... all up in the air.
So what's my solution?
I'm escaping. I'm leaving the country!
Ok, so I'm heading to Thailand for a couple of weeks. That counts, right?
I don't know what to do about so many things.
I don't know what to do about the new boy. Sometimes it's really, really good between us; sometimes it's just ok. And while I like him a lot, I'm not sure how he really feels about me.
I don't know what to do about work. I'm not really interested in the jobs that are out there, and I am now at the point of having to face what I've avoided thinking about for a very long time- that an Arts degree is virtually useless in the job market.
I don't know if I should remain vegetarian. I still agree with vegetarianism is principle, but if I have to take iron tablets to remain healthy, is it really worth it?
I don't even heart The O.C. anymore! It's going downhill fast. I couldn't even sit through the whole episode last night. At least Veronica Mars is still good. Although I have no idea how Veronica manages to hold down a job, do really well at school, have various boyfriends and solve all the crimes in Neptune without being a superhero.
I don't know if I'll keep blogging. I plan to. I do love it, you know. Even if I have been away for a while.
So that's what's happening with me at the moment.
I might end up on the dole. I might leave Melbourne and go teach English in Japan.
I suppose it'll all work out as it's supposed to. I think I'll just let this year happen and see where it takes me.
I don't really know what else I can do.